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2 fingers well just a hop, skip and a jump to reality. hop on board kiddies.. if there ever was a time when guys sucked, this is it. tonight was incredible. falling asleep on my couch with cam. just laying there in his arms. but then realizing that i don't mean anything to mike anymore, and that's just a bit of a slap in the face. i know that he'd have a rebutal to that statement, but i don't wanna know. cuz i miss him. and we both need to move on and learn to live again. i just.. eh. holding on to the past and scared to look toward the future. isn't that how it always rolls? so yes. i wish i was as deeply saddened by the deaths of johnny cash and john ritter.. but neither really had a major impact on me. i feel sorrow for their families and friends, but.. that's where it ends. who knows. 9.11 impacted me, and i didn't know those people. well i guess i knew some of them, indirectly. my uncle is a retired firefighter in nyc, and he knows all about that stuff. he took us to ground zero and told lots of stories and interesting tidbits of info. who knows... work was pretty slack today. "freeplay friday". sounds suprising like my school with freeday fridays. where we basically refuse to do work. its pretty hot. oh you know. but whatever. just... yeah. physics is kicking my ass and liking it. spanish is too, but not quite as badly. english will be mutilating me quite nicely. and progress reports come out next week. i'm not sure if i'll get any, but i sure hope i don't. who knows. im thinkin i just gotta start working. and doing good on physics homeworks. and actually studying for tests. that usually helps.. right. well im peacing out. much love. +The Last Five+ |