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brighter days acomin!! today has gotten so much better in the past few hrs. ry took it upon himself to get me outa my house, so we went to the bank and then to bear rock. if i hadn't of done that, i woulda gotten wasted. i figure, i called people to talk, and that wasn't helping. i called my boyfriend, and he wasn't helping either. i promised cam i wouldn't cut, so i couldn't do that. there aren't any ciggs here, so i revert to drinking. all i had was some blackberry burboun. mmmm.. but anyways. so i'm sitting in bear rock nursing a large glass of water and a lil fruit cup, and cam calls. i missed his call, so i call him back. and he wants to see me! i felt pretty bad saying i was out at lunch with ry, but he ended up comin by and pickin me up. we went to dicks, he got some camo overalls, and then he drove me home. he hadda get back home to go to app so we just chilled in my driveway for like 20 minutes. tee hee. it was so nice to be in his arms and kiss him and hug him and.. yay. it just kinda erased all the bad shizzle. and he gave me a somewhat better excuse for why he didnt come and see me yesterday. it was cuz his mom was on the phone with matt's mom, and they woulda realized if it took him too long to get there. or something. whatever. but i've realized that ry is the best person in the entire world. not only does he put up with all my shit, but he drives me 3 days a week, came all the way out to my work to drop off my purse when he didn't even have to, and he took me outa my house today out of the goodness of his heart. he is such a good guy. a GOOD GOOD guy. i still feel somewhat bad about me and him not ending in the most pleasant of ways, but i think it was best for everyone. who knows. so now my day is looking MUCH brighter. thanks to cam and ry. yay for them. now i must find plans for tonight. perhaps a girls night out? what what! dos dedos.. +The Last Five+ |