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woo hoo hmm. as much as i absoloutly adore this layout, the massive amounts of extras it can hold are a definite plus, but.. i need something brighter. happier. less christinaish. hmm. whatever. so now me and joejoe are talking about what would it would be like if he had kissed me way back when. i think things would have been way way way different. isn't that weird though, how one little thing could change your life so drastically. who knows.. so this whole noncheating thing isn't hard. haha, maybe that's because i haven't been put in a situation where it would be hard, but that's okay too. tonight was just fun.. me and cam went to family night for work, then he drove his ex home, then we chilled at my house. see the whole ex thing doesn't bother me.. well it does a teeny bit, but the fact that my ex (ry) drives me everyday, and i would hope that cam would still be nice to me when we break up, kinda dampers the whole bothering factor. im glad that ry driving me doesn't bother cam. he said that if it was mike, he would mind. but it's not, so its all good. whatever. yeah so back to me and cam on my kitchen floor at my house. we just kinda chilled there, him lying with his head on my knees.. i scratched his back and gave him a massage and he almost fell asleep. he's so damn cute.. i just wanna hold him forever and always. and i think he feels the same way. well at least i hope so. whatever. but im peacin out for now. <3 +The Last Five+ |