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11.09.03 | 11:17 am

i would like to die presently. oh no, i really would. cam just dumped me. not even in person. not even on the phone. not even a letter, a note, an email, talking to me online.

he left me a message on my away.

SoccerGoalie86 (9:12:50 AM): i need to tell you somethin, i am really stressed out about everything, school, my parents... and i think we should take a break because its not fair for you to not see you boyfriend because his parents are grounding him and stuff so i think that we should just be friends. Im really sorry but i think its the best thing to do, Please dont be mad at me, i still want to be your friend.

i want to kill myself. ryan tried to make me promise last night that i wouldn't cut. i didn't make that promise, but im trying really hard. but this hurts so fucking bad. so mother fucking bad. i just don't know what to do anymore.

i live for my boyfriends. i live and breathe and love for them. for him

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05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
02.11.05 - to every broken hearted..
02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.