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totally unqualified adding a new entry. what a novel idea! i guess a few things have happened in the past week.. i'm in love with a boy who hasn't called me in a few days, i haven't seen in a few months, and hasn't been mine in almost a year. yee haw for that one. pissed off at camcam. again. cuz he's mad at me and being a big huge baby about it. feel like slitting my wrists every now and then. kissed addison today. he drove me from work to work.. yeah hadda work afterschool then family night at the program center. yee fucking haw. he drove me the middle time. but im so mad at cam i could just scream. and shoot myself. woo hoo! i'm failing all my classes, but happy time cuz i did get a new phone. woo hoo. its color, and has a camera and internet and everything. very very VERY hot. like beyond hotness. you don't even know. still want to kill cameron. my mommy thinks im suicidal. she saw an away message of mine and freaked out. i haven't cut tho. very proud of myself. i'm totally supposed to go on a date tomorrow night, but i got asked last week and nothing has come of it yet. i think the guy i like is gonna get back with his ex gf. boo on that shit. no it seriously sucks. im just not qualified to deal with this shit right now! seriously.. i just wanna go to sleep and never ever wake up again. dream in a world of paper flowers and sunlite rainbows. and never have to deal with stupid teenage angst shit ever again. +The Last Five+ |