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and the thunder rolls
11.22.03 | 6:44 pm

Three thirty in the morning
Not a soul insight
The city's lookin' like a ghost town
On a moonless summer night
Raindrops on the windshield
There's a storm moving in
He's headin' back from somewhere
That he never should have been
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls

Every light is burnin'
In a house across town
She's pacin' by the telephone
In her faded flannel gown
Askin' for miracle
Hopin' she's not right
Prayin' it's the weather
That's kept him out all night
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls

The thunder rolls
And the lightnin' strikes
Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls

She's waitin' by the window
When he pulls into the drive
She rushes out to hold him
Thankful he's alive
But on the wind and rain
A strange new perfume blows
And the lightnin' flashes in her eyes
And he knows that she knows
And the thunder rolls
And the thunder rolls

The thunder rolls

And the lightnin' strikes
Another love grows cold
On a sleepless night
As the storm blows on
Out of control
Deep in her heart
The thunder rolls

She runs back down the hallway
To the bedroom door
She reaches for the pistol
Kept in the dresser drawer
Tells the lady in the mirror
He won't do this again
Cause tonight will be the last time
She'll wonder where he's been

i'm goin crazy here. i guess this will be another weekend without synjun. i called him and said that he should come to the mall with me and kizzathryn, but he never called back. and now he's not answering. i know its not like im missing much, but still.. i kinda did want to see him again. oh well. i would say maybe next weekend, but mike will be here. and that is more then i can handle. i haven't talked to him in a few days, but that's okay. damned if i know. so i really want someone. if i don't have a bf by christmas, i might shoot myself. not literally, hopefully, but still. i just can't bear the thought of not having someone on christmas. and new years. holy crap this is gonna be bad~! my stomachs all crazy lately, and i don't know what to do with myself. and i really dont wanna eat dinner, but i know i'll have to. boo on this shizzle. right. so i'm leading addison on. and screwing myself in the process. cuz i wanna see him tonight. i was really looking forward to going to the movies with a certain someone tonight. but that didn't happen. kinda makes me sad/pissed off/unloved. me and kizzathryn should just become lesbians. then all would be good in the world.

well for now i am outa here. mall.. boy scouting.. something. anything. <3

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+The Last Five+
05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
02.11.05 - to every broken hearted..
02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.