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wishing on a star oh no, i'm not confused at all. what ever could you be talking about? i'm gonna go backwards, just because i like it like that. i saw mike last night. earth-shattering event. he walked in the door, and straight into my arms. i don't know how i lasted this long without seeing him. my baby boy. if my mom wasn't standing right there, i would have kissed him so long and hard his head would have been spinning. but i can't kiss him. he has a gf who he's falling in love with. and i'm gonna try not to do that to her. but i want to more then i can comprehend. so me, mikey and doohash went to buffalo lanes, caribou coffee, his store (the lowes he used to work at and i never went to before last night), and kidstowne. the playground where he first kissed kate kerr. man oh man that gets me. whatever. we still had fun, and i kinda learned how to shoot pool. woo hoo~! i worked all day yesterday, and talked about cam cam a bit, cuz the people at other programs hadn't heard that we broke up. silly y kids not spreading gossip quickly enough! tuesday.. i went to cookout with kat, and then to a playground near my lowes. met chris, mike's friend, there trying to get info about mike from him. he was useless~! maggy is under anti-mike rules from her parents. she's seen him tho still. crazy kids. i'm still failing all my classes, and going crazy. but that is quite alright, now isn't it. but right now i want mike somethin awful. more then awful. its crazy. i think another letter to him will be in order today. craziness. damned if i know. i want to hold him in my arms and kiss him so much. last night i wished on a star.. i almost wrote my wish. i'm really glad i caught that one! and i think my wish came true, but not in the way i had hoped for. but if i don't say it, perhaps it will happen in the way i really want it to! but now i'm off to do the turkey-day family stuff. craziness. and all i want is mike. i'll probobly update again and do my thankful thing. hmm.. +The Last Five+ |