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12.01.03 | 10:30 am

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a wave

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a wave

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a wave

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a wave

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a wave

i lovem that song. i went and bought 3 cds. craziness, considering i can't even remember the last time i bought a cd, and the last time someone else bought be a cd was christmas. righto then. so i bought 2 brandnew cds and a yellowcard cd. i REALLY want blue october, senses fail, and dashboard confessional. i'm just a crazy cat like that. yeeeeee haw. 20 more days. 20 more.. i think i'm goin crazy. and i don't like the position i'm in. at all. and as much as i didn't want to do the stupid soap opera thing, i feel slightly used. and i don't even want the thing that you would thing i really want. but i don't. curses.. i want something i know i won't get. well 2 things. either one would work. but i won't get either of them.

craziness. but i'm peacin out cuz my fingers are freezing cold and the pds about to end.

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+The Last Five+
05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
02.11.05 - to every broken hearted..
02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.