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christmas wish mike called today. i'm really not sure how i feel about that one. one of the dorms in md is burning. or was at least. he had to go because it was too loud and he couldn't hear me. he told me an excuse to why he hasn't called. it't not like it was a bad excuse, it was his real and actual reason, but.. i dunno. i guess he just feels like he has to make up for things he doesn't do, even though he never had to do them in the first place. he told me that he was studying like mad for his exams. i can relate.. i have done pretty much nothing but study and be sick. i suppose i went over to kat's house, and that counts for something. and now, on my first night of christmas break, i am sick as a mother. i suppose the worst part was waking up monday morning knowing that i had a fever and feeling so horrible, yet still having to go and take my hardest exam. yeah.. cuz that's hot like a mother what. i think i did pretty good on my exams, at least i hope so. with my highest hopes and my furthest dreams. i've decided what i want for christmas. perfection, a pink hoodie, some sweatshirts, true love, a bf, someone to make my gingerbread house with me, and.. "all i want for christmas is you" that's in my profile right now. i want him more then words can say. my double edged sword is always balancing on the tip of my nose, threatening to pierce straight through me at any given moment. but, i must be off to the wonderful world of.. right. we are the all singing, all dancing crap of the world. +The Last Five+ |