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old lyrics break way to new lives
12.19.03 | 5:26 pm

reading old subprofiles. these songs bring new tears. long and gone are those days of old. and now all i have are words to remember them by.

this first one was probobly the last song wrtten for me.

Here I am
Can't sleep again
What were the words you said to me
You told me not to hide

Hypocrite
Lying to cover your lies
You had me convinced
But now I see right through you

I would have died for you
And you threw it away
Like it meant nothing
And I realize
That I do
Don't talk to me about secrets
I don't wanna listen
To your same old shit anymore
I've been thrown away

and this was the very first..

I used to have the same dream
Me and you together
Now you see my dream's come true
And I hope it lasts forever
Cause I hope I'm the one
Who'll never make you cry
I want to be the one
Who won't have to say goodbye.
Cause I live for you
I'd die for you
I laugh for you
And I cry for you
Cause my life wouldn't be worth living...
Without you
I'll be there for you
I'll share your fears
I'll share your hopes
And I'll share your tears
I love you
That's straight from the heart
Cause if there's one thing in life I don't want
It's us... apart

i don't think this was written about me, but i can totally relate to it. i just wish it would all come true..
I hate to leave you alone like this
There's not much I can do
Our lives are going their separate ways
Taking me away from you.

I have to walk out this door to your life
So I guess it's goodbye for now
But if it's the last thing I do,
I'll make it back to you somehow

Baby don't you cry
As I fly away from here
I'll find my way back home soon,
Back into your love
Cause there's light at the end of this tunnel

As far as I go I'll never leave this place
I'll never forget the life we've made
I'll be here every time I close my eyes
I'll be here with you forever

Baby don't you cry
As I fly away from here
I'll find my way back home soon,
Into your arms
'Cause there's light at the end of this tunnel

When I get back to you
We'll get on out of town
Look and find a quiet little spot
To stop and settle down
Our life will be normal
And we'll never be apart

Now baby don't be shy
As I fly back home from here
I told you I'd be home soon
Don't shed another tear
'Cause you're the light at the end of the tunnel

that one was almost strange because just in a conversation today i said something about the light at the end of the tunnel. and now i find this. how ironic. i've never seen that one before today tho.

and this one is by far my favorite. written for me, well about me at least. i make up my own music for it. but i love these words. they just drive me crazy..

I'm falling
Falling through a black velvet sky
Drifting in dream
I release my mind to fly
I lay on the grass
With you lying by my side
Falling up with you
Baby, it's an amazing ride

I held on so tightly
You taught me how to let go
Now I'm falling up
And I just wanted you to know
I love you

It began on a cold night
A night much like this
The pale moonlight
Shimmering in your beautiful red hair
The stars twinkled in your eyes
Like the sun reflected off a sea of brown
Everything is perfect
'Cause now it's just you and me

I held on so tightly
You taught me how to let go
Now I'm falling up baby
And I just wanted you to know
I love you

I'm falling
Falling through the black velvet skies
Drifting through your dreams
As I look into your eyes
I can see our future
Reflected back from there
Now I know my life
Is finally headed somewhere
Now I have you here with me
And I don't want you to go
Everything I do is for you
And I just wanted you to know
I love you
I love you

if only all these words held the same meaning they held oh so long ago..

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05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
02.11.05 - to every broken hearted..
02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.