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wow i'm a crack whore my back hurts. oh no, it really really hurts. one of those things that starts out as a sharp, fierce pain. and then eases into a dull, roaring pain. for hours. and it makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry until no tears are left. and i'm not even joking. yesterday was complete crap. as much as i love having school off, i want to go back. just so i can have people interaction. curses on the world. i really want to go running, but i'm deathly afraid that i'll fall and kill myself. hey wait.. that might not be a bad idea.. rightyo. i think i'm on crackers. yeah, i really truly am. i don't know what i want anymore. so i'm just giving up on everything, and hope that in the end something works out. i have such bad karma, this is kicking my ass like all hell. i'm still trying to burn off karma from a year and a half ago. what's wrong with that picture? maybe if i just start to do really really nice things. then i'll get it good again. yeah.. i'm not even sure if i believe in karma so all of this is complete crap. but it is 9 in the freakin morning and i just took way too many pill and i'm not tired yet i'm exhausted and and and and. man.. +The Last Five+ |