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barely breathing oh yes. it's time.. for an update. things have been going from bad to worse. but they shall go up for here on out! oh no, they really really shall. okay so my front up is toast, and i'm *furious* with a certain someone. and i've figured out i'm quite dispensable. woo hoo for me. right. so i was talking to this guy i kinda-sorta-used to like.. and i *think* he liked me, until he saw the light of day. or something. had an epiphany. lord knows what.. i feel useless. i'm grounded on valentines day, not like had anyone to by my valentine anways. but i was gonna go out with some friends, and joejoe's friend from ny. i was doing him a favor, doing a nice thing. a freaking good deed. and no - i can't even have that much. but that's okay. me and chew think it's time for me to be "unlonely" and that it's all a state of mind. ugga. today was off campy lunch, and that was hot indeed. 6 girls and mike. 6 crazy kids and a bangali. yay for us. 7 people in maggy's lil ole mazda. that was the hotness. but i had 4 tests today, and totally failed them all. woo hoo for me! so i like this boy. silly me, liking boys. well - i've *always* liked this boy. he liked me too, once upon a time. freshman year i suppose. but he has this one fault. NO bad kahla, it's not a fault at all. just this one, problem i guess. the problem really lies with my mother, and it's not him at all. curses to the world about that whole issue. well damned if i know.. anything. i just *hope* that this week ::winter break baby:: will be awesome. i'm going on a search retreat next weekend with kate, mike, and jen - so that shall be grand. hopefully. i just wanna go and have a good time and do all of that crazy shilizzlllllle. well i'm gonna go now. or.. something. muchos love.
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