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02.13.04 | 9:29 pm

i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i'm thinking far too much for my own good - but for once it's not about my own little self existence. a highly stupid sub made a really inquisitive point today. i'm not sure if i used that word correctly there, but i'm keeping it. what happens if you outlive your money? what if you're 120 and penniless. would you be happy because you've spent all of your money, you can't take it with you, or would you be miserable and worthless. i think i would have very mixed feelings, but i have over 100 years to get over that.

we talked about gay marriage today. i am so fucking pro it's not even funny. but of course, at my white-heterosexual-catholic school, i sounded like a freak. we voted yes or no to it, and there was 6 yes and 12 no. there were only 4 people very active in the discussion, and i was the only one for it. bible this and God's plan and love that. making up new quotes "if you're gay, God doesn't love you" - and another personal favorite "if you can't have kids, because you're with a person of the same sex or you're 'barren', then God doesn't love you".

kick them all in the freakin face. i don't even know anymore. all i know is that i'm lonely and kinda depressed and really wishing for something. anything.

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05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
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02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.