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only on tuesdays as i said in my last entry, i would fall in love with the cute boy and it wouldn't work out. i'm so confused, alone, and scared? perhaps. i'm going out more this summer with schoolish type friends then usual, and that is grand. finding good girl friends, and finding out that the girls on leadership staff at work don't like me. and that sucks. going out with the boy, and wishing things would happen. but they are and they aren't, all at the same time. liking bryan from gabe's work, and just keeping my fingers crossed. and terrified all at the same time. i just want someone to wrap their arms around me and hold my hand. and then i could smile for someone instead of myself. work is grand, i love my kids, and this summer shall rock the cazbah like no other. i'm just never quite satisfied.. not happy. man i'm a loser. rawr. +The Last Five+ |