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oaivjeioav
08.26.04 | 5:11 pm

eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
the fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
and even though your next to me i still feel so alone
i just can't give you anything for you to call your own

right. breathing. that's how i feel right now. school is going okay, my classes don't suck too terribly much, and i think i just might survive sr year. have started to apply to colleges, that's always super fun, and i've been chillin con kat and laur mucho. i'm dating andrew right now.. that's.. yeah. i'm so messed up in my mind it's sick.

oh and when i said jess was talking to me again, i was just kidding. because she's totally not. my mom talks to ry and joe's mom more then i talk to them, and they're coming home this weekend. it's beth's birthday. my mom tells me this kinda stuff now. oaivjeioav

fuck it. i'll chill with my girls friday night, and then andrew all day saturday. and then the sun will shine and i won't suck at life so bad.

i only cried twice in the last 24 hrs. once driving home from dance, and once in theo. oh snap i'm good. i'm gone.

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+The Last Five+
05.16.05 - an out of mind experience
02.11.05 - to every broken hearted..
02.01.05 - i never wanted to be so far away from you
12.13.04 - i win. so there.
11.03.04 - eating crow.