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s.i.l.e.n.t so yeah. i'm gradually starting to hate life more and more. i don't know if i can handle being in a relationship right now. and i don't like him half as much as he likes me. and my mom is incredibly depressed. and i have to find a second job. now. so right. i'm going out of my mind and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it. i just don't know anymore. my mom is pissed off at me and my dad, and she hasn't talked to us all day. and she wouldn't eat with us or go to church. it's.. super. but i went to lifeteen mass and saw don and allie and annie and malone. i miss those guys. i miss church. i just miss community. i miss people i can trust. hopefully this thing with jen will amount into a good friendship. like a rooooooar! right. so i'm going insane and doing things i shouldn't and and and yes. i hate this shit. i just hope that something better amounts out of this all.. +The Last Five+ |